Why does he look at porn instead of being with me?

by **Admin** Thu Mar 30, 2017 5:15 am

My husband and I have been together for 17 years been married for 14. The first 3 years were the best years I could ask for, things were great between us. I fell in love with him the day I met him. After 3 years he stopped being affectionate with me and being intimate. He wouldn't even kiss me or hold my hand. I thought to myself what had I done to deserve this kind of treatment from the man that I loved so much? I blamed myself for many years. Thinking it was my fault somehow. I would tell close friends about us and they would ask me why I was still with him that he obviously didn't love me anymore.
Well, recently, I caught him pleasing himself while watching porn on the computer. Can you imagine how this made me feel? I've never felt so betrayed in my life. I thought, how could this man sit there and watch that trash, and do that knowing how much I've wanted and desired to be with him. How could he do this to me? How could he hurt me this way? He acted as if I didn't even matter to him. Can someone please tell me why a man who has everything. A wife that wants him, does anything in this world for him, how can he do this to me? Someone please help!!!
Lost and confused